Free Write #?

I wish I was zero toxic // all harmony // love is //   loveless listless and unaccountable /// i’ve lost all my deeds in an aftermath i now take to be gospel    // / flames and sour grapes hungery          thirsty      ripe dates  /  / no Deep perilous enough for my type // no dear fear serene enough to feed me thoroughly with frig]ht // /      just mean   /// an animal prime